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I'm home now, and I'm going to pay the bills.

by Slingshot & Custer

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1.
i wrote this song right after i decided i wasn't going to school. weirdly enough, i'm back in school. Its okay Chords: G Em Am C Its okay to drop out of high school or college its okay to not know what you want from life its okay to find yourself at the bottom of a bottle its okay, its okay its okay to be unhappy, my friend its okay and It will pass its okay to be unhappy, my friend its just sometimes life kicks your ass and its okay to fall asleep on the floor and its okay if you're late for work tomorrow as long as you're trying to make it out alive it's okay, you are doing just fine
2.
Chords - G Am C Em I wish I could be selfless But I know that I am selfish And sometimes I think Its okay to be that way Cause it’s kill or be killed and I sure don’t wanna die and you probably don’t wanna die and I wish I had more money and that’s selfishly thinking but one day I’ll move and I’ll have rent to pay and I’d like to believe we can help to achieve a common goal we can live happily in harmony together maybe and maybe one day I’ll be as selfless as ghandi As handsome as elvis As respected as andy And as funny as Louis But right now I think I’m happy just being Little old selfish me But I’d like to believe We can all help to achieve a common goal We can live happily in harmony together maybe
3.
When will the sun rise and when will the moon fall the stars they are gorgeous but I think i've seen it all and when will these black cats move out of my path and when will I stop spilling all the salt i'm trying, i'm trying to keep my head up while adulthood shakes my shoulders
4.
Chords - Am C G I will try to be fun and I will try to be cool I won't smoke cigarettes or drop out of school I will try to stay level headed try to be nice I will try to be interesting for all of my life for your sake, for mine I will live I will live I will until the day that I die And i've heard it said that world won't wait for me i've heard it said that world won't for me so I will learn to be my own best friend yes I will learn to be my own best friend for your sake, for mine I will live I will live I will live until the day that I die
5.
in a dorm room in a classroom it's hard, the snow falls too fast for me to see very far gettin caught up in things and i don't know how if only my tenth grade self could see me now and i'm tryna move forward, tripping over white lies: full time jobs, small apartments, pointless essays, black ties grow up, grow old before my time telling me to waste the best years of my life not having much stuff is poverty and not having four walls doesn't make you free tryna say i need more than i do, when i know all i need in the end is me and you and some cans of food, a little bit of cash a banjo, a guitar, and a decent stash of toilet paper (cause that's one thing i can't live without) there's a difference between caution and doubt and in the anthems of my youth there's a great amount of truth life without cynicism, forgetting criticisms where optimism and simplicity and love are all we need in the anthems of my youth there's a great amount of truth follow what you believe, though they say that you're naive cause optimism and simplicity and love are all we need so i'll wander and live rough, people say i'm tender but it turns out i'm tough gonna eat some things that grew from the dirt, not gonna worry about changing my shirt or washing my hair, or looking nice or my gpa, or my doctor's advice buying a house, or finding a wife or what the fuck i'm doing with my life and if that makes me a dirty hippie, if that makes me juvenile if that makes me idealistic i suggest you try living that way a while cause in the anthems of my youth there's a great amount of truth life without cynicism, forgetting criticisms where optimism and simplicity and love are all we need in the anthems of my youth there's a great amount of truth follow what you believe, though they say that you're naive cause optimism and simplicity and love are all we need
6.
candlelight in deep, dark pools flickering and leading me, leading me, leading me every time i see your face i'm sick there's eyelashes on my pillow wishes missed and passed away passed away passed away every day i wake up and i'm sick teeth floating in pools of oil wisdom left along the highway the highway the highway every day i pass them by and i'm sick cling to my eyes, pull off the skin from my fingers the smell of your hair it lingers in my lungs help me to stand straight honey, please just forget to love me let me go, let me be mine, while i'm still young watch hands pointing out the lies complacent, ticking along along along every time i hear that song i'm sick glassy and spiteful staring at me presenting strangers in my place in my place in my place that's not my face and i'm sick cling to my eyes, pull off the skin from my fingers the smell of your hair it lingers in my lungs help me to stand straight honey, please just forget to love me let me go, let me be mine, while i'm still young
7.
there's mud on my shoes from visiting the dead where they lie under the snow and languish in my head there's a need in my veins crying out for something to take that will make me the man that i am and i know it's gonna be a long long year and i know it's gonna be a long long year there's a knock on my door and i pray that you are there ready to spill the secrets that live in your long hair but i know that there are changes that need to come first and i know the magic potion that will undo this curse and i know it's gonna be a long long year and i know it's gonna be a long long year
8.
5'4 on a good day, curled up in bed on a bad one, on a bad one peach fuzz and barely that along your jawline, which is too round and your hairline, too low tiny hands, tiny fingers, tiny feet, too small to stand tall prettyboy, with a voice too high, too high, too far to fall so far to fall none of your shirts fit right, and they can all see they're laughing at you and your jaw, and your hands, and your voice you're not fooling anyone, you're not fooling anyone look in the mirror and don't feel like dying? who are you fooling cause you go outside and they all call you ma'am prettyboy, with a voice too high, too high, too far to fall so far to fall

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released March 3, 2014

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